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Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 10/24/2008 11:53:00 PM
thurs had phy consultation. found that i was lagging alot behind. alright. then went home to sleep be4 doing some chem. went for chem consultation today, wasnt that efficient. most qns are careless. learnt a couple of things. after that went to study with tongni, guan sai and brother. wasnt that productive also. only did 2 maths paper. as in paper 1 and paper 2. after that went to watch high school musical. which was boring. too much songs and predictable storyline. plus ah bengs in the cinema, shouting and screaming when lead kiss, with no sense of movie etiquette they think their house. confined to the small seat in darkness for 1.5hours. just reached home mins ago. super tired. gonna sleep soon.
some say that love is something that divides your burden into 2 and multiply your happiness by 2. i wonder if its true.
i wish i could share your burden and let u have a pie from my happiness. a pity. a pity. a pity. why is all this happening?
i dont think i can be considered as a faithful servant of GOD. probably i dont deserve so. i'm not those holy type of people like tan, prays every meal, every night (i used to when i was younger), every time she needs help, or thank HIM every now and then. but, for that matter, i prayed. i dont know if it works like, it makes my prayer more "valuable" or, makes it look insignificant. i hope HE will answer my prayer this time, cos i'm quite sure this time.
A lvls is coming in 8days, and i thought its still 2 weeks later. so much to do with so little time left. the only reason i'm worried for the results is not abt getting into uni or not. its almost confirm can get in, just that. i need that few As to make some people/one change an impression in me. this might just be a small reason to some, but it means a lot to me. i hate the feeling of despise on me, when i'm not dumb. i acknowledge that there are smarter people than me and i'm not the smartest. in fact i think i'm quite smart. at least above average. but 4 letters-LAZY killed every talent given. hardwork really can outdo intelligence. oh well...
Bittersweet Symphony
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
Meridian Junior College
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