la musique ;
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 6/18/2008 02:06:00 PM
sun, went to pc fair wif sb. then went on stage. to perform. LOL. some competition la. bryan and i went up. selena answered qns. supposed to be. we sing a song and audience guess. so bryan sang uptown girls. and i sang beautiful girls. LOL. i suddenly tot it was my concert then anyhow. LOL. mon til now. nothing productive. up to this moment. i've onli done 4 chapters of chem. nothing else. but nvm la. after mid years. here i come. yesterday went out. to pass teresa some stuff. lol. she's having her dsa audition today! lol. sjb created a blog not too long ago. quite cool.
i'm having some sort of self contradiction here. i must admit.
i didnt go for alumni practices on sat cos. last year jc 1 tat time. i was dating. HAHA. so didnt have time.
after tat, didnt have the mood.
soon after, i didnt have the habit.
and now. i dun have the face to enter anymore.
i really wanna enjoy playing music again. but then i've lost touch with the instrument alrdy. 2 years not touching it will take me some time to get back again
no matter how good i was be4, i'm nothing now. NOTHING. i wanna join them back nxt year. but seems like i've got too many things to do in army. can i really do it? or am i gonna give this band up. i dun know. i need directions. comments from everyone pls.
P.S. : i hate going back to maris without my father driving, cos i needa change from mrt to bus, then still have to walk up a slope. and probably now, i've lost my closer seniors that i used to talk to. cos i've not spoken to them online or real life for so long. i feel guilty too. i've got this feeling. i'm nvr gonna join them again, and me being in maris band alumni will be history FOREVER.
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
Meridian Junior College
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