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Monday, December 03, 2007 @ 12/03/2007 09:23:00 PM
wooh! let the survivor of 21.1km say a few words.haha.not exactly a few la. slept at 11am tat night. after some heart breaking issues. but nvm. i forced myself to sleep. marathon cannot not enough of sleep. according to jeremy. i need at least 7 hours of sleep. so 11-4 alrdy short of 2 hours. then bloody kuku. ppl sms at 12am happybirthday. so kena awaken a few times. until 4 am, struggled to wake up. ran for 2hour45mins. sam ran 2hour 20mins. the onli thing i tot was stupid of myself was. i choked onto h2o at the water point. damn it. haha. then i stopped. ok. but overall, i pushed on. last 200m, i ran like siow. push first and die later. heard from somewhere. i overtook quite a few ppl. my heart like dun know pump like wad. can feel it la. normally onli run 10km now run more than 2 times. haha. was a challenge. now ankle and knee pain.funny thing is thighs are not hurting.then after tat, wanted to celebrate birthday wif classmates. but tired la. so went to 401 for breakfast. after tat went to selena's house. they tricked me there just to get present. lol. ok. my first and ONLY present of my birthday. thanks. haha. at night, celebrated wif family.tot the sms from someone wouldnt came. was abit disappointed. but it came?! although it was the last one, but it wasnt the least. but i dun know wad it stands for. er. normal friends? or continue? no ans from u still. distraction? actually i dun know wad it means. no calling, no sms, no going out,no msn. and yet, u can do it wif other ppl. all the qns marks in my head. then if u wanna end it. why dun just do it like u've done it be4? not like u nvr done it be4. say i'm selfish or wadever. i can nvr allow my woman to let me wear a green hat. firstly its my male egoness, and of course. i wouldnt "share" my woman wif anyone. i'll rather not want her.but i trust u wouldnt do so. dun misplace my trust. haha. now it just feels weird. still as lost as be4. now. i'll just let time pass. god's call? i wanna talk to god abt this sia. let him do wad it shld be done la. if he thinks it shld end, then let it be lor. cant help it and wouldnt force it. if he wants to continue then show me some light. needa work tml. choir camp coming up. i'm sure there are better days ahead:) i've working OT for a few weeks, wanted to put myself into your shoes. found out, the reasons u gave me wasnt quite logical. now, i work ot just to spend time. anyway theres nothing to do at home. but actually the money isnt the point. selena's gonna work at my company after i leave. haha. gd for her ba. she say she gonna OT everyday. try it selena. its not tat easy. haha. although got free food and cab, its not tat fun! fucking boring. ok. long post again. birthday my brother say cannot emo cannot sad. haha. lucky i wasnt. ok. goots. now i'm gonna bathe and sleep:D
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