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Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 12/11/2007 10:05:00 PM
selena's gonna join me in my company on thurs! exciting. finally someone to talk to.yesterday was a suay day. haven reach office, step on dog shit. wtf. ok,i stink up the whole office.haha. then cut myself while doing some packing of store. suay like shit. then got to know something not of a good nature. today seems to be better. worked ot tonite. now my com in office no internet! needa wait until person help me do. damn. today was slacking day. as usual, i've confirmed my last working day. 21st dec. finally. all the early waking up is gonna finish.
tot abt it. i'll rather let u go than to keep it this way. wif not exact solution. the only thing i cant understand if u want a cut off. is. why cant u just say it out like u used to? not very likely of u leh.i dun know. doesnt seem like u wanna continue either.but now. i think i can fang de xia more. i think. all in all. i still think it was caused mainly by one incident. the birthday celebration one. i shld have understand more. i know bing dong san chi bing fei yi re zhi han.from then on. i felt the difference.
thinking of the fun we had. the laughter. the movies. the parks. and the saved msgs i just read this afternoon. happen to rmbr i saved msgs. haiz. if its meant to end, i think it will la. i can onli believe and hope for the better. i wanted to be the one initiating it, but after tots tell me probably u still need time to think abit more. so i gave myself a limit.after tat, i will do it. i pray to god, to show me who's the one for me. although i always tot u're the one. but it's all god's will. i cant do anything. if it realli ends, i'll keep all the good memories wif me, and throw away all the bad ones, hoping u'll do so too. but now. i'm just gonna stay as the talkative and happy go lucky one..
though hope is frail, its hard to kill. there can be miracles when u believe. just dont, dont give up hope. all is not lost.
Bittersweet Symphony
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
Meridian Junior College
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