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Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 8/18/2007 12:18:00 AM
tml (sat) gonna be test of first aid course. i'll be a certified first aider by then. 9am -6pm. broke liao sia. today's sch was fun. diqiang, big logical and wise. maths test was EASY! but no time to finish. damn it. phy spa was like rushing thru .
i'm trying to lose weight and gain muscles (weight) at the same time and so, i hope to attain smth at least similar to ah rui. but not so soon la. it'll take a while. my life in band is always so encouraging. always win gold, first, etc etc. now, i'm quite afraid to join comps sia. not cos i'm lousy, but i'm afraid i might just not take it if we suddenly fail to acheive wad we aimed for, after winning so many prizes. i'm not fighting a battle tat i'm not confident in. everyone tot theirs will last, but will it? seems like there haven been gd examples huh. i think i know wads gonna be the outcome even if it happens, but so wad, i think i'll have it, better than nothing, i mean NOTHING as in NOTHING, if u understand me. quite contradicting la, but now, at least the feelings are not tat intense such as to affect my daily life. turning in, bye!
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
Meridian Junior College
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