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Monday, July 23, 2007 @ 7/23/2007 09:33:00 PM
yesterday wasnt a great day for me, so is it today. i finally know why. had tat thing passed thru rite infront of my eyes and yet i dun know. i'm so fucking blind. no wonder, the cause of all these actions. i finally know why, all the pondering... blame myself for my gd inference skills. forget it. if its mine, its gonna be mine. pointless anyway. wad else can i do. fucking retarded. today's PTM also tio gan. but from now on, i'll work hard...although its abit late. 8 weeks to learn wad ppl learnt for 8 months. maybe no 4As, but i'll get promoted. i shall put this matter aside. hurts me so badly, disappoints me even more. luck just wasnt on my side. 2nd sign HE has shown me alrdy. maybe?
i shall start studying liao, slow start first cos of my triathlon and concert. i'll see wad happens nxt ba...these qns has to be paused,or shld i say, maybe they are slightly answered. now study first. JC just means no life..
probably i was just naive to think tat way, i dun know. signs keep showing up. WAD CAN I DO? alrite. i'll see wad happens after promos. 8 weeks plus ahead. just like wad DR VAS says, life is nvr fair...i just wanna live my life to the fullest, is tat wrong? fill my heart o lord.
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
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