Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 6/09/2007 09:30:00 PM

just came back.there's nothing up there.first day went up there ate and walked arnd onli, slept most of the time. second day went OUTDOOR theme park wif my god parents and god silbings.didnt wanted to go.but my godpa just bought the ticket for me so was "forced" to go.go outdoor theme, those kids playing those things, so boring. then after tat went buying stuff. bought audrey's present. SHIT. i forgot i bought alrdy. nvm. today was last day. wasted most of the time. cos i watched ocean's 13 at 130am then slept at like 4 plus. so nxt morning woke up onli at 10. skipped breakfast and did some wax figure of my hand. i pointed middle finger :). so took the bus back home until like now. went up there was supposed to relax. but seems like my observant mind tells me tat the previous time i went genting, it was be4 the relationship started and many gifts were from there. and now its the ending.
if u know me, i cannot stand woman feeling sad. esp if i'm the cause of it. i was thinking up there as well since i was soooooo free. i'm always acting on the impulse, nvr going thru my brain (if i have one as well).tat was when we argued. it was also my rashness. when i'm angry, i say things and do things quite brainlessly. but i think i hardly get angry. i tot abt it. i know its a two person thing. i'm defintely at fault. i cant give u the security the comfort the company tat u seek for. i feel so guilty if i'm the cause of all those sufferings. i said wrong things on my last post. but somethings i know are 99% confirmed. but there's still 1% chance its not. i apologise if i hurted u. i know last time, u always give in to me. i dun even know if u're talking abt me on your post. cos if u're having such heartaches why initiate the breakup. i'm feeling so guilty now. i feel so wrong. but i'm quite positive abt u and the other guy. wah jia lat. i feel so bad!!!

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Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 6/09/2007 09:30:00 PM

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