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Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 4/29/2007 01:37:00 PM
this morning i tried to smile...:) but i...cant stop myself from thinking of abt u...yesterday night i tot of smth...a "suggestion"...but i think it might just be more of a hinderence than help to u...so i think i rather not say it...i onli know...its realli tough to change it back to friends...its gonna be a long 2half years...determination is so impt...i hope to have a happy ending...i took 4H2 at the start of the term because i tot it'll help in getting into medicine and then i can be a gynae, earning quite alot...for u la..but now seems rather meaningless to do so...i used to have so much moltivation and joy...but no longer now...i needa pull myself up, so when the 2half years come, i am the same person i am now or even better..i believe i'm quite a chi qing person.. i dun know if u are..but i will wait for the day...however, if we go on avoiding each other, or talking very little, it'll be difficult to come back again...i wanna have a little of your time during the holidays at least...even on sch days...i want u to talk to me...even rubbish will be gd...i shall say the suggestion now ba...its to resume my current status but yet, u dun have to spend any time wif me...just give me the 1-2 hours of the every weekend of our obligations...i dun know if tats alot from u..but i know i cannot be selfish...i cannot build my joy on your suffering...i want u to do well too..but if this is ended so that u can spend more time wif your friends, esp male friends...then i'll defintely go crazy...yesterday evening...when i called ur home..i knew smth was wrong...becos...your phone does have battery...i know..but i decided not to say it...i dun wanna be drifted away from u...i hope this suggestion will come true...or at least...give me some days of your holidays...if not this 2half years is gonna be very very very long and tough for me...ok..i shall try my best to smile:)
Bittersweet Symphony
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Jason Ng
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Monfort Junior School
Maris Stella High School
Meridian Junior College
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